This Is Me.

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A.I.N.E.E

Now I've found who I Am

There's no way to hold in it

No more hiding who I wanna be

This Is Me.

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If you let me I could, I'd show you how to build your fences. Navigations are the fours lines of lyrics. they are Profile, Entries, Tagboard and Links navigations respectively (from the top).	Tuesday, March 24, 2009, 2:01 AM Who Do You Think I Am? “Tell Me About Yourself “ – Again. Isn't it difficult when someone asks you that question? I always get stumped. I always blabber something generic just to make sure I give out an answer. I always hated answering those stuffs. But Anyways, I am Ainee Adolfo Jaluag, you can call me "Ainz" for short. 19 years old (when i wrote this) born in August 29, 1989, currently residing at Cabancalan, Mandaue City Cebu. For 19 years of being with myself, I still don't know much. I’ve certainly learned a lot. But I’m kind of sure other people can describe me better than I could in a million years. How about you? Do you know yourself well? Me? I certainly hope so.! Ok Here goes I guess I’m nice, sweet and one-of-a-kind creature. Sometimes, I am a person who won’t say much but when I talk and say something, I mean it. I have a strong need for freedom and self-expression. I love adventure, travel, and exploration. I am frank & honest, sometimes brutally so. Well known for being social active. I am somewhat of a perfectionist in most areas. I pay much attention to details. I prefer to behave in a no conventional manner with blunt outspokenness. On first glance you think I'm lackluster and gauche, but come to find out from all my friends, I'm quite the opposite: Fun-loving, approachable, and astute shopaholic. Overly sensitive. Perfectionist. Creative. Organized. Messy. Self-driven. Lazy. Random. Blatantly honest. Dependable. Considerate. Giving. Observant. Independent. Flexible. I also like the color purple and green. I like to pray. I like having long hair. I like cheese. I don't like spiders and roaches. I like babies. I like sweets, yes, chocolates! I like to read. I like to pick the cherries out of the fruit salad. I’m fascinated with weird things. I like the beach and the sun. I care about what other people actually think of me. I like to dress up. I love fashion. I love photography. I think I’m good at a lot of things but I never master any. I’m confused most of the time. I always say I’m fat. I know I’m pretty on some days. I like to make people happy. I love to wear a smile. I love to cook. I like talking to people. I like comfortable silence. I like to go to church. I like to sing. I like money. I like to shop. I love these faces. my family My Friends high school friends college kids I’m stubborn. I like to exclaim when I’m happy. I’m conscious about how I look. I can get super hyper. I talk a lot. I don’t like to stay mum for hours and have a hard time getting back to my usual chatty self. I like listening to other people's life stories. I like to over analyze. Regardless of things mentioned above, there are also things that even people very close to me don’t know that I am coward, I think people see me as a person who has a strong persona; I am not unnecessarily swayed by emotions and even if sentiments were running high, I can keep a cool head to weigh my approach; I am not the kind who likes to cuddle and make a public display of affection but can be quite romantic in my own way. I appreciate simple ways like sending a never-ending stream of flowers and going to romantic dinners at quiet and elegant places. Hahaha! “mura'g kOrek”nuh?.. But hey! I think I’m right and I don't want to be proven wrong Earliest memory? hahaha! That seems to be a funny question. Ok. One thing I couldn’t forget of and couldn’t get off my mind back when I was 10 years old. I was invited by a friend to her house. We were neighbors and we hangout a lot. She had shown me a lot of x-rated movies Hahaha! Oh yes! That was also the first time I encountered a flavored balloon - “condom”. A lot of condoms with different flavors!!! Hahaha! But oops! Nothing happened. I had no idea what that was but I had learned a lot though.Hahaha! Well, I’d rather keep it to myself though. I can’t think of any people who’ve always enlightened me with their counsels. She’s no other than my buddy and my best friend, my grandma. When I was a lot younger than I am now, grandma’s keep on telling me “dai, ayaw usa gyud pag patintal sa mga laki ha. Tiwas lang gyud usa ug skwela.” That’s always been the line that I’ve heard from her until now, even when I get to college. That’s the sweetest line I couldn’t forget of though. Unfortunately, I had a relationship back when I was in high school. Just another “puppy love” or at least I think it was just a kind of a “baby mutual understanding”. Hahaha! And yeah, she never knew about it. I was kind of playing “hide and seek” with her. However, when I got to college, I was able to make use of it or at least treasured back that line again. Somehow I’m trying to stick with that line that my grandma has been telling me until I can finish my degree. I want to make my grandma proud of me. What makes a person ideal? Alike with all other persons, I think I had my own perceptions of what an ideal person truly is or someway the people I idealized most – My parents. At one point or another in of my child hood or even my early teenage years I complain about how my parents are raising me. I really hated the fact that my parents just left me or I was being taken care of a “yaya” or to anyone in the house every time they go to work. As ‘lil kid, I had thought of bad things like my parents didn’t love me, they don’t want me to be with them, they hated me so much, coz I was always been scolded by them, stuffs like that ba. So I grew up like I hated my parents. I mean like I couldn’t get closer to them. It was really like hell for me, kind of there’s always war among us every time I saw them. Hahaha! (“wala’y buot pa man”… ) But when I started to internalize and understand how the world works. Hahaha, I mean when I started to understand things the way they were before and the way it should be now, I realized that there’s no other person I idealized too much – My parents.I know they are not perfect. But one thing I knew and very sure of is that they are my parents, two people who are committed not only to each other but also to us. And have shared love in unconditional, that they have to sacrifice for us all the way to give us the “close to perfect” life that we deserve to have and the tools we need to have to be smart, loving, God-fearing, family-oriented and successful people today and in the future. I’ve always wondered if my life could be a movie or a Japanese series – I want love story. Could it be real? I hope so. Haha! Well, I want the hot like hell boyfriend Hayami Mokomichi as my prince charming. Haha! I wanted it to be where I can create or programmed my own lover, someone’s perfectly programmed to be devoted and completely loyal to me, and should declare his love for me out of fear. I wanted it to be that way because I know I deserve to be happy, to be loved and not being hurt by any unworthy man. Labels: me, myself.i, psychology		thedeceptionist Vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissism wouldn't hurt. I am Ainee. 19 years old. A 3rd year. Bachelor of Science in Industrial Engineering. University of San Carlos - Technological Center I have a strong need for freedom and self-expression. I love adventure, travel, and exploration. I am frank & honest, sometimes brutally so. Well known for being social active. I am somewhat of a perfectionist in most areas. I pay much attention to details. I prefer to behave in a nonconventional manner with blunt outspokenness. On first glance you think I'm lackluster and gauche, but come to find out from all my friends, I'm quite the opposite: Fun-loving approachable, and astute shopaholic. overly sensitive. perfectionist. creative. organized. messy. self-driven. lazy. random. Blatantly honest. dependable. considerate. giving. observant. independent. Flexible.		PartnersinCrime Ainee HEALTH FOOD & RECIPE FITNESS HYBRID CARS LOVE Shaleebibi Shalee will return Mikyu ifancy animik Leslie Leslie's scratch Marvin ShareApic Cars Aimee colors&thoughts Jeff i am to blame Ms-Angel headturner BacktoYesterday + The Human Brain + I.E ON TOUR + What's your symbol? wheni'mgone + March 2009 takeabow An accidentality production Inspiration from DancingSheep & BONBON:D		theventingmachine